🍣 Yo, you see my salmon video?

Yesterday, I embedded a video in my email. It was a response to a question from the AMA I did in my IG stories. 

Someone asked how it felt to watch my old content after reactivating my account.

The short version:

It sucked. I was convinced I was having “fun” last year, but in most of the videos I watched, when I looked at my eyes — I saw pain. Not joy. I didn’t see a guy having fun.

The first sentence I wrote the morning I reactivated:

I’m nervous. I don’t think I’m gonna like what I see.

So, yeah. My nerves were correct.

Fast forward to a couple of days ago, I posted this series of videos in my Stories:

When I watch these back, I can see the joy in my eyes. This is the experience I want to have when I use Instagram.

That’s all.

I’m turning my account off again tonight, but when I come back next time, I’ll do it in way that makes me wanna stay.