My hypothesis as of right now is that I didn’t grieve the end of my last relationship — like, at all. Some of my readers know her — Kassidy. We were together for almost 5 years — not only as romantic partners, but as business partners — and creative/collaborative partners. We spent all day, every day together — through the pandemic and beyond. We built a lot of really fucking amazing shit.
Wow Ryan I was wondering where you had gone. It's interesting as I found your page when you were in the midst of it all. I felt uncomfortable with parts but also fascinated with a lot of what you were saying. I did notice a lot more of a calmer energy from you more recently, so can sense a change. It's not easy to share this stuff, so thank you. Excited to see whats next :)
Wow Ryan I was wondering where you had gone. It's interesting as I found your page when you were in the midst of it all. I felt uncomfortable with parts but also fascinated with a lot of what you were saying. I did notice a lot more of a calmer energy from you more recently, so can sense a change. It's not easy to share this stuff, so thank you. Excited to see whats next :)